Wednesday, February 23, 2011

you can see it on my face, under my eyes

Tomorrows the Big Day: the Wedding.
I've done everything I can to make sure things go smoothly. I'm a wreck.

Tomorrow is the wedding.
Friday I've class from 8am-3pm, then work from 4pm-midnight.
Saturday Lorissa and I are taking an embroidery class.
Sunday I've a company meeting to attend at work.
Monday my thesis paper is due to the Academy and their committee of judges.

I'm burning the candle at both ends and holding up a lighter in the middle.

Kill me now or forever hold your peace.

current mood: spent.
current music: none.

Monday, February 14, 2011

singles awareness day

Romance, who loves to nod and sing,
With drowsy head and folded wing,
Among the green leaves as they shake
Far down within some shadowy lake,
To me a painted paroquet
Hath been- a most familiar bird-
Taught me my alphabet to say-
To lisp my very earliest word
While in the wild wood I did lie,
A child- with a most knowing eye.

Of late, eternal Condor years
So shake the very Heaven on high
With tumult as they thunder by,
I have no time for idle cares
Through gazing on the unquiet sky.
And when an hour with calmer wings
Its down upon my spirit flings-
That little time with lyre and rhyme
To while away- forbidden things!
My heart would feel to be a crime
Unless it trembled with the strings.

-Edgar Allen Poe

current mood: alone
current music: the brian jonestown massacre - open heart surgery

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

"I'm too busy creating masterpieces"

I've not been posting because I'm crazy busy with:

-The Wedding. Yes, I jumped at the chance to be a Day-Of Coordinator, but it seems like I'm more of a Month-Of Planner. SO MUCH work to do! I'm thrilled.
-School. MidPoint Presentation is coming up, and I've to make and finish work, write an autiobiography, an Abstract, and a Final Project Proposal, and submit it all to a commitee in a presentation that's sure to make my BPD act up.
-Work. The Director of Creative Development stops for no one!

I'm spending long hours in my studio at school, creating and forgetting to eat.
I'm spending other long hours organizing the bride's life and trying to delegate wedding responsibilities.
I'm spending hours in bed, attempting to sleep but being too wrapped up in the Poe, O'Connor, Oscar Wilde and Valley of the Dolls that makes up my nightime reading material.

Wish me luck for the wedding- Feb 24th!
Will do my best to keep you posted on artistic genius in the meantime.

current mood: burning candle
current music: lykke li - i'm good, i'm gone